I made it two weeks thus far,and could not be any happier.I am haunted by mistakes from my past of drinking.Which does not make me feel good.I was not a nice individual to some while I was drinking and I feel hurt by my hurting them.I have made more pain in my own life when I drank then anyone that I blamed ever did.I can only continue with my path I have chosen as of recently to make things better for me which in turn willl make things better when interacting with others.I am so very sorry D.I hurt you the most and for that I am sorry.I never ever wanted to do that,and yet I did. I wish for time to reverse so I could not act the same,but that is a pipe dream.Happy for you,but happy more for myself.I now can love myself.It took me all these years to find that within,and for the first time I can truly say I love myself. Blessed Be. :)

As I enter in the latter stages of my second week of sobriety,I am feeling very strong and very determined to suceed.I know I can do anything that I put my mind to.I face the battle between good and evil daily.But then remind myself, I WILL NOT START AT 0 again.That propels further and further with my wanting to stay quit for now in my life.I have so much more positive blessings coming my way since I have quit drinking and that fact as well helps me want to stay done.I have found a new found love for GUMMYWORMS.I guess when one stops drinking they tend to switch their addiction most often to sugar.I will be damned if I have not been eating alot of those suckers and hope to god that it does not show on my hips.As far as what I expect for the next week,I am not sure.Maybe more clarity and a sense of where I am headed next.Peace love and Joy.Blessed Be!!!!!!

Why must my heart still bleed,because in your eyes there is no need.I felt so much in such a short time,without no rythym or ryhme.You made me happy oh yes you did,was I in a candy shop being a kid.I want to believe that it was real and true,but then why am I so down and feeling so blue.I do not know the words to express how I feel,are we on an even keel.I want you to know I will always care,no matter what I will always be there.In good times,angry or mad.And yes even annoyed,emotional or sad.You are my friend and this I know is true,I am never gone I am here and I still do love you. :)

Welcome to my first BLOG. :) I have not much to say my first day but trust me,this is the beginning of some great days ahead.I will share my thoughts,my woes,my happiness,and my friends with you.I look forward to your feedback and any comments or concerns that any of you may have.I am not a perfect person but I do try to be as sincere and honest as possible.Sometimes too honest.Enough jibber jabber for now.Have a wonderful day. :)